Thursday, September 3, 2009

Wave Hi Hi

Oh Yeah! Blogger is finally up and working! Was not able to post much for last few weeks coz the system seemed to be down!

Hmm so where have I disappeared to… what else? Buried in never-ending work and trying to get sufficient rest! Trying to cope with the horrendous workload while keeping myself positive and sane.


It was only last wkend that I need not bring any marking back. Otherwise, I am simply a marking and answer machine. Churning questions and answers one after another every single day. Seeing how my colleagues put in so much effort makes me feel guilty. Kept asking myself if I have done enough for them and it got me so upset. Where to draw the line and conclusion that teaching is not just a job.

But I am physically and mentally tired. Tired from the system… and this inner struggle is making me so negative. And it’s back to the struggle 2 years ago. The same trauma.

I am glad for the free-er time for last 2 weeks. Have ample rest, which I needed so much. Went out shop for revenge for the past few days! I needed the time off to clear my mind. Yucks, think I haven’t stepped into Orchard since June/July and the whole place has transformed beyond recognition! I’m such a hermit!

Never know that I can walk so much even though Robinsons sell almost the same thing as OG as Metro as Tangs as Isetan, I still tried to cover all grounds muahaha. Don’t worry I am not a shopaholic so damage is not as bad as u have imagined. I merely splurged on a few Mamegoma stickers, notebooks and files. Hee oh but its really therapeutic to come back and sort out my stickers and little stuff! RoarRRRRRRR


I am a sucker for cute things. My students even wrote on Teacher’s Day card saying that I look like 小丸子... got so cute meh??? i just cut my hair short short ma...