Merry Xmas!

Even though the holidays are coming to an end soon, I still love December! Coz it’s a month of festive seasons which signify a month of gatherings and parties!! =)

Ending the last week of 2008, we hosted our first Xmas party! On the eve of Santa’s day, bear’s friends came over for a Notti Santa merrymaking! Thanks to my ah bu to save the cook-hopeless miffy’s guest!

And of coz our effort to M’sia to get the worth the $$ Secret Recipe!!! Cute baby Zhi en almost as big as the choco indulgence!

I also pop by to Jacko’s new place for a short celebration and their house is very pretty and cosy!! =) and of coz everyone is hooked by the Wii

Notti santa playing in progess… and our presents!!

And we had another round of Xmas party on the 25th itself =D with my frenz… but we had some family matters to attend to, so it was kinda party @ the Ang’s place w/o the Angs, think they had lots fun… so sad we cldnt join in the fun...

The mini IR has started at the Ang’s Place~ courtesy of Weiquan’s kim kim mahjong set and table =D

And choosing their presents from their secret santa(s)…

But we managed to come back for the Wii challenge! And this is how my hubby and drey look like when they are engrossed in the Wii wave~

I love parties!! i like the laughter and fun and i love my friends =D

Hope u had a Merry Xmas too hohoho~

Star Fish Story

This was the story tt was told to me when i first stepped into NIE...

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Once a man was walking along a beach. The sun was shining and it was a beautiful day. Off in the distance he could see a person going back and forth between the surf's edge and and the beach. Back and forth this person went. As the man approached he could see that there were hundreds of starfish stranded on the sand as the result of the natural action of the tide.

The man was stuck by the the apparent futility of the task. There were far too many starfish. Many of them were sure to perish. As he approached the person continued the task of picking up starfish one by one and throwing them into the surf.

As he came up to the person he said, "You must be crazy. There are thousands of miles of beach covered with starfish. You can't possibly make a difference." The person looked at the man. He then stooped down and pick up one more starfish and threw it back into the ocean. He turned back to the man and said, "It sure made a difference to that one!"

2.5 years into service, this is the first time that i celebrated xmas with my students! i attended my students' xmas gathering @ Clarke Quay on Saturday. It was so heartening to see so many of them turned up! It has been almost a year since i last saw them.

They are my very first batch of form class (27/06) - my angelic students :) And i was really close to them... Rem how i slowly get to know each of them as i laughed and yell @ them... How we survived the stressful 'A's together mugging/marking hard for the timed prac and exams... and how i hugged their farewell gift and cried the whole evening away in Oct and celebrated their joy of rainbow results in March...

Now my little starfish are all grown up... the girls in uni, so pretty and polished... the naughty boys no longer sleepy and lazy but serving the army and more matured... seeing them bickering around and catching up with one another's life really warmed my heart and opps ya i actually almost teared again but i held back coz i think its quite toopid to cry in front of them.. T_T

I guess this shall be the entry to remind me of the reason why i joined the profession and during times when i am tired and about to give up, i will look back and smile and carry on to do what i should continue to do even better :) for them...

Life as Mrs Ang

Kiora! Back from our first jog @ sbw! Exploring the new neighbourhood... hmm~ very new... While i am cooling down, shall clean up the spider webs in my blog =D

We are back frm the land of kiwi and i still cant believe tt i am married!!! Gulp!!! settling down as Mr Ang's domesticated wife and Sbw house owner =)

Yeah... there is quite a lot of backlog for the wedding prep, but life has to go on... so here i am to share with u bits and pieces of the newly wed life thus far! the history will be unveil in due time hee~

I treasure the holidays now... waking up @ 9+ every morn... preparing omelete eggie or ham cheese sandwichie for breakfast and reading Straits Times Interactive. We haven't subscribe to the newspp as yet... so will just make do with the e-paper..

Then watch a few hours of Gem show or do a bit of house work before i start whopping up a simple uodn/noddle lunch for the hubb ard 1pm. Nothing fantastic, 'mdm cai' still learning to cook a sweet and yummilicous noodle soup but there's quite a bit of ingredients.. green vege, carrots, meatie, prawn wanton, golden mushroom... hiak hiak hiak~ even tho its v blend, but at least i think it looks deceivingly appetising haha~

Later in the afternoon, the other half will be dota-ing while i am either gem-ing or reading up my econs materials (but very very ineff...)

We usually dinn out in the evening - either settling it at our parents' home or meet up w frenz. otherwise its hubb's turn to cook real nice pasta! and not forgetting the nyonya show !

Life is simple and happy! Tho i miss home once a while... but they are just a phonecall and 15min mrt ride away! and my a bu and halulu will pop by every now and then! =D

Kk... time to go pong pong and we are hopping over to Northpt to shop! heard tt it has alr made over bout 80%... Gg stock up our groceries too!!

Till we meet again, have a good short wk ahead! tataz~

a BIG THANK U to everyone

Dear everyone, thanx for making 30th Nov 2008 a successful and memorable one for me & bear :)

sorrie my mind was in total blank yest, receiving instructions and on auto-pilot mode... sorrie i was so pek-chek n paranoid yest.. sorrie if i have offended u in anyway... sorrie it had been a very rushed and packed day and i didnt have time to talk to u... didnt hv time to say hello... sorrie sms 'budget' burst le, also no time to thank u personally...

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i really dont know how to say thank you to each and everyone of u... i am really touched and glad to have u cool guys n gals!! my vocab v limited... but fang is really v gan dong and deeply appreciate u all for being there for us... for ching, u noe how i feel, for those next in Q, u will expr these emotions soon :)

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Bleah u all get to see the pic before us!! but we took out laptop n the cd over to slowly enjoy the montages... hope can access facebook n see the pretty pic keke..

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We are on our way to New Zealand now!!! Honeymoon!!! land of moo moo (haha where my tong-lei r hee)

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K k we will arrange to meet up again when we are back k! meanwhile, do have a good rest & take care guys & gals :) back 11th dec!

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erhm as u can see some para r not coherent coz those which are r drafted before yest.. some r fresh @ the airport.. there are so much to say, so many thanks... so many tears of joy.. sorrie my mind still a bit blank frm lack of sleep n overdose of excitment...

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A BIG THANK U ONCE AGAIN...

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Muacks,

Mrs & Mr C Ang

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

this 3 weeks just flew by like tt!!! oh man, i feel as if i m running on auto-pilot!!!

But i will stay calm n compose myself dun worry!!! =D

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! I will be Mrs Ang in 2 days time!!!

This is for Bear mama to see one...

Another week has passed... meaning...!!!

Its another weekend! Hoho~ Time is really creeping by real fast!! 2 more weeks 15 more days!! Ahhhhhhhhhhh~ freaking out as I cross the calendar boxes one by one!!

As I also happily cross out the items on the to-do-list, it seems that there are more additions to it! Never ending!!

@ the House…

Have been staying at the house for a few days to get use to life @ sbw but still it seems so hard to get to sleep at the new place… pout~ not used to mopping floor, cooking, washing clothes.. sniff sniff~ hee the cute little couple display @ our shoe cabinet! My adorable ah dang which i bought to be stepped on???!! My mamegoma invitation cards, soooooooo cute!!! And the sweet ring pillow with our names painstakingly sewed on by the crafty Ching =)

☆★ Hen’s Party ★☆

My lovely girls organized a hearty hen’s party for me last Friday! So sweet =) Qing, Xianz, Huiz, Ching, Drey, Julia, Liyan & Jingwei came over the love-nest for a stay-over. Some are missing in actions tho, will see the full troupe in 2 weeks' time…

Meant to be a simple cosy nitez for us all so we watched Star Dust and snacked out and they had a quiz of 30 questions for me – How well do you understand your husband??!! roarRRR Haha it seemed more like an hour worth of interrogation which I only managed to answer 8 questions correct!!! Nope, i am not at all guilty... Nope i am not stressed~

Giggle, its alright right, lao gong hee~ I will take a lifetime to slowly understand and love my hubby tsk tsk~

(Thinking aloud: Hmpf I will make sure Mr Ang goes through the same interrogation too! Hiak hiak hiak)

Girls, thanxie for the lovely sweet and really thoughtful presents =) Will fully utilise them when the time is right keke, dun worry!!

Bride’s entourage Briefing
Quite a hectic weekend, then the following nitez went over for Mayflower gathering @ Eugene’s brother’s place. It was a many birthday(s) celebration + Ching post wedding party + Miffy’s briefing session + a merry get-together session! Plus Wii time!! Dunnoe where are the pictures but it was a heartwarming gathering.. i always love gatherings... pull us away from the work and spend meaningful times tog with the close ones +♡+

♡ Invitation cards ♡

Also managed to collect our invitation cards just-in-time to distribute out… what a rush… We thought it was nice and simple =)

Packing

Started packing my stuff over to the new place on Monday. Even though I had already started a year ago, but its hard to decide what to bring and what not to. Everything is soooooooooo important to me! tsk tsk~ Tomorrow the father-in-law is gg to drive us down Ikea to get some stuff and also transport my barang barang over.. Then another round of packing will begin… But i haben take my dolphin and mushroom for spa... wait they go over new house as blackie.. eee must clean them first...

Meeting up with frenz

Its also a busy period of meeting up with frenz to pass invitation cards. I believe in the sincerity so yar as much as I can, I try to meet up with as many as possible.. But I have a lot of frenz and I have 2 weeks… Met up with my uni frenz on Thursday! Hee Xiaofan also getting married!! One week after me!! But coz I pandang, cant invite her… also cant go for hers… =(

Hotel decoration
Lovely Ching accompanied Miffy to JM florist to choose the set up for the banquet. Quite easy haha just choose the standard decor.. Thanx ger ger for taking time off muacks

过大礼
Hee today is the day when the groom and a supposed matchmaker is to deliver the betrothal gifts, wedding cakes and dowry to the bride’s family. In our case, everything is being simplified so instead of cans of pig trotters, boxes of cakes, mee suah and stuff, only Bear came with his brother! So my family will accept the gifts and return a portion of it to the groom… tot today will also be doing the 安床 (laying of new bedsheet) but no wor… The dowager say its 2 days before so okie lo hee…

In the morning...

What we prepared... I pasted all the Xi stickers!!!

The exchange...

Things to do:
Now... Pack my clothes and prepare the NZ to bring list! Oh man!! I still haven’t set aside time to be excited about my honeymoon!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh~ And i still want to watch my show!!!

Bookworm Miffy~

While I am running around between SBW house and preparing for wedding stuff, I decided that I should still keep in touch with my forte – Economics. Think 2008 has given me ample time to catch up with my content as well as the recent financial turmoil and revived my love for the subject. I feel that I am just so ignorant of current affairs and sometimes I feel ashamed of the unawareness.

It’s amazing how the world revolves around economics isn’t it. Haha.. everything just happen and react based on the fundamentals of the theory. I am not saying that physics is not ‘real’ enough though… but money makes the world goes round…

I attempted to make reading Economics blogs (daily or when I am free) a habit to keep myself a little more updated. And of coz I just dug out a well-received book which I had bought ages ago but had abandoned in the dark and forgotten depths of my cupboard – The World is Flat.

And it has not disappointed me! Truly insightful explanations and anecdotes about the forces of Globalisation. Refreshes my perspective as a minute college teacher in a small red dot on the globe!

The flattened world allows Bangalore to work for American firms (the Indians working in call centres have to go through 'accent neutralisation class' to disguise their pronouced Indian accents with American, Canadian or British ones depending on which part of the world they are speaking with!!!) and Dalian is actually providing manpower for Japanese companies (Jap obasans specialise in data entry for medical and legal terminologies!!!). =O

WOW~ the summary of the book - Over the Twentieth Century, the world began to go from vertical, heirarchical structure to a horizontalization. Googled and this is what i found...

Can I also work from home in future i.e. write lecture notes, prepare tutorial materials, do powerpoint slides and set exam questions (@ the ‘back office’)???

Ah!!! 26 more days to the BIG day! Oh man!! I think wedding preparation is seriously a full time job – which I guess I quite enjoy (only after school days are over). Months before, everyday, after I reach home, I only have time to mark, eat, bathe and sleep.

I am thankful for the luxury of time now to really sit down and prepare. The hubby is working extra hard @ work now coz of the PW exam. I am trying to tie up as much ends as I can for the admin work, while precious weekends are spent running around collecting the album, doing the ang pao box and corsages together. Precious weekends are also spent cohabiting at the love nest to get ourselves familiarize with new place.

Been wanting to blog about all these for the longest time but as usual, I was more tempted to the HK drama serials that I have been crazily following. Hee opps, finished the Mooncake Resonance, starting on Fringe and also 珠光宝气 (Gigi Lai’s last work ) There are just so many shows that I wanna watch!!!

The wedding album is ready!
Sorrie all soft copy with the bear… tho the album is with me, no peek-a-boo here tsk tsk~ We went down on the 26th Oct to collect them together with Weilin & Edmund. Nice pictures! Very satisfied with their workmanship hee~ The actual album is so damn heavy ah! Dunnoe how to bring them all over to SBW (table top, big album and portrait)

Tuitions are almost over!!
Yupz.. my two little kids are having exam now. One of them is already done with his paper and I am grateful for the income though its really very xiong to meet them like 4x a week. Yupz!! $$$ been spending unknowingly on little things which are so essential that I also lost track of.. Guess I have to bring my camera over the next time to capture my galore of household items! (Look out for my Doraemon mat and cushion cover!!)

Corsages & Ang Bao box
Thanx to my dearest bride’s entourage! =D The DIY corsages are done within a morning with the help of the mentor Ching – my personalized florist! The girls gathered at my place early Saturday morning to start churning out the ribbons and flowers! The ang bao box still haven add on to the finishing touch though opps~ You shall see it on tt BIG day provided that the red packet is BIG enough wahahaha~ Thats Huiz, Ching & Xianz & me!!! @ work!

Hee look @ the apprentice doing up the feather pen for the signing of our ROM documents. Got the inspiration from the numerous websites tt i have been surfing. Some r really good! will list them down the next time =D

Don’t see his fingers fat fat okie… Not bad de wor… Ta-daaaa~

Today, I took my parents down to Chinatown to get things for Guo Da Li, the betrothal which is fixed to be on the 15th Nov, 2 weeks before the BIG day! This is the all-in-one shop which basically will help you match all the wedding accessories needed.

Lucky my ah bu and the dowager are not very particular about all these tradition, so simple and save cost! =) Just the important must haves - a sewing kit, bedside lamp and this cute little tea set which I have been eyeing for very long!

Yeah! Can cross out another item out of the to-do-list! Now I am more worried about the printing of the invitation card. Hope tt they will be ready by this weekend when we meet up with our friends! Sigh… little hiccups with my invite list too… But guess it all can't be help. =( Now is I really dunnoe who to ask!!!

But I don’t know why I keep feeling that there are still a gazillion things to do for the wedding and the BIG DAY is gonna be less than 4 weeks!! I have a million thoughts in my mind now and its so hard to imagine after so many months of preparation, my life is going to change after that! Yupz, happy and looking forward to it, yet I feel very sad and reluctant to leave the AMK house. Sniff sniff.

Anywayz, no time to sink into these pensive melancholic mood for now. Focused focused! How to make our vows wow???

Think tt's all for now ba… when I rem what I miss out I will add them in again! Tata~

Why am i getting married???

A couple came upon a wishing well. The husband leaned over, made a wish and threw in a penny. The wife decided to make a wish, too. But she leaned over too much, fell into the well, anddrowned. The husband was stunned for a while but then smiled and said, "It really works!"
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A man rushed home from work and exclaimed to his wife, "Pack your bags. I've won the lottery!" The wife excitedly asks, "Should I pack clothes for cold or warm weather?" He says,"Pack'em all, you're leaving!"
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Love is blind, but marriage is an eye-opener.
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A little boy asked his father,'Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?'Father replied, 'I don't know son, I'm still paying.'
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Hee something funny... enjoy!

Young and pretty lady wishes to marry a rich guy. Fantastic reply from a financial person

A young and pretty lady posted this on a popular forum: Title: What should I do to marry a rich guy?I'm going to be honest of what I'm going to say here. I'm 25 this year. I'm very pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to marry a guy with $500k annual salary or above. You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salary of $1M is considered only as middle class in New York. My requirement is not high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annual salary? Are you all married? I wanted to ask: what should I do to marry rich persons like you? Among those I've dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems that this is my upper limit. If someone is going to move into high cost residential area on the west of New York City Garden (?), $250k annual income is not enough.

I'm here humbly to ask a few questions:

1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the names and addresses of bars, restaurant, gym)

2) Which age group should I target?

3) Why most wives of the riches is only average-looking? I've met a few girls who don't have looks and are not interesting, but they are able to marry rich guys

4) How do you decide who can be your wife, and who can only be your girlfriend? (my target now is to get married)

Ms. Pretty

Here's a reply from a Wall Street Financial guy:

Dear Ms. Pretty,

I have read your post with great interest. Guess there are lots of girls out there who have similar questions like yours. Please allow me to analyze your situation as a professional investor. My annual income is more than $500k, which meets your requirement, so I hope everyone believes that I'm not wasting time here.

From the standpoint of a business person, it is a bad decision to marry you. The answer is very simple, so let me explain. Put the details aside, what you're trying to do is an exchange of "beauty" and "money": Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for it, fair and square. However, there's a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but my money will not be gone without any good reason. The fact is, my income might increase from year to year, but you can't be prettier year after year. Hence from the viewpoint of economics, I am an appreciation asset, and you are a depreciation asset. It's not just normal depreciation, but exponential depreciation. If that is your only asset, your value will be much worried 10 years later.

By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating with you is also a "trading position". If the trade value dropped we will sell it and it is not a good idea to keep it for long term and same goes with the marriage that you wanted. It might be cruel to say this, but in order to make a wiser decision any assets with great depreciation value will be sold or "leased". Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would only date you, but will not marry you. I would advice that you forget looking for any clues to marry a rich guy. And by the way, you could make yourself to become a rich person with $500k annual income. This has better chance than finding a rich fool.

Hope this reply helps. If you are interested in "leasing" services, do contact me

signed, J.P. Morgan

Bear fyi... ladies, just for laugh

For a maths person...

For a geog person...For a science person...

For a language person...

Do you agree??? hee hee~

I am tired of...

...rushing down to house to wait for contractor to rectify prob every alternate days...
...spending the sunday/saturday tuition-ing (even tho i do get some $$)... i'm getting more impatient nowadays...
...confirming details w external parties...
...cleaning and mopping the super big and empty house...
... measuring & recording the dimensions for items & kiv before double confirming... gg back to the place to get again...
...reading online for info and i get so stressed w info overload what to do, what not to do and wats good... i am pantang coz i would rather believe than regret in future. so i do my own research.
...waking up at 6/7/8 every morn w/o roti-prata-ing on bed...
... sourcing for the best deal for tv and fridge and fan...
... feeling guilty for every single cent spent. whether m i splurging on unnec things. do i really need it? can i save the $$ for the house? for my parents? or just save for rainy days. where has my $$ gone to??

now my travelling is basically amk --> bishan --> woodlands --> yck --> sbw --> amk... argghh.. i dun even hv time to go shopping for anything. i dun even hv time to watch a movie. i dun even hv time to go to my yrly lantern fest. the house, the wedding prep, the marking have all ripped out my 24 hrs... i am officially tired.

... i also cant rem what i have been doing for the past few weeks/months... everything seems like a whirlpool.. seconds n minutes ticking by, days and nitez slipping away... in addedum, the marking load roarRRR~

i m an organised person. Super organised. i hate JIT. i dun like to rush and i cant function well under stressful conditions. i like to plan ahead, in mindmap word doc, in checklist format, in excel file and even in hard copies (which i own more than 2 notebooks, 1 organiser & 1 diary to simply record dimensions & model numbers & impt info which keeps changing every few days). even if it means duplication. i hate uncertainty. i hate to be in doubt.

its so exhausting.. its so tired preparing for wedding & house. but i am not at all slim down!! WHY???!!

can i ever go back to the past to be the carefree girl?? maybe i shd hire a wedding planner. when ple envy u, they dun see the pain and sweat behind the scene.. i am officially tired.

good nitez.

Reno is 99% done!

Upon entering the house in the evening, u will see this: yeah, tts my favourite Miffy's corner after removing the sliding door & adding a platform to it =D. Our brown brown theme... feature wall w BIG tv and low sofa... the floor which i mopped umpteen times~ see the standing fan!! i assembled it myself within half hr tis evening!!! =D

Next is our pretty romantic dining area... which i think i be most probably doing my marking @... i chose the lights, bear chose the pictures which one of them is actually a clock! the matching table runner and tissue box.. all from BKK tsk tsk~

Next to the kitchen! my mama has alr monopolised the kitchen by bringing in lots of things she deemed 'i wont know de' v neat and clean right hee of coz! no cooking as yet giggle~
Eh.. other parts leave it for u to explore on ur own or when ihave time i will upload the rest ba~ salty sugg must arrange the 'before' n 'after' side by side to see the impact n effect hee~ gg to pack some stationery to bring over.. marking gg start tmr!!! and i have decided to go over love nest to mug (mark)!

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Oh well... very tired lately running ard w the furni/items shopping and cleaning. But its worth the time.. i m excited!!! a different kind of excitement as compared to initially dreaming about the design and decor. Now its the anticipation of staying in this little hut tt we have slowly painstakingly build tog...

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bout 2 more mths!! more wedding prep to go too... i will jiayou to look pretty!! wahahaha~

Quiet Saturday @ Our lovenest...

When: A lazy saturday afternoon...
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Where: Sbw love nest.. big and empty.. (no more)
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What: While waiting for furni to deliver, bear catching a mid noon wink.. miffy watching her moonlight resonance drama.. vacum the floor, cleaning, mopping ard... enjoying the BIG tv!! choosing our wedding song also.. 2 more mths!! time to start busy...
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Progress: Curtains r alr up (we have got 4 diff design of roman rollers), mattress (Simons Mirage) was delivered last nite.. Waiting for the bed frame to arrive and also the sofa, dining table & book shelf!
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All excited!! Patient girl!! hoho~ winkz i love my miffy's corner!!

Ching & Boon Wedding!

Hee, finally have the time to update! My first friend in the clique got married last Saturday! It was a much anticipated affair that is so sweet and heart warming~ First time being sister also!!

As the big day draws near on Mid Autumn, the sisters and brothers got together to discuss about the gate crashing games and logistics!

Here’s a series of pics to piece the day story together! Enjoy!

Nervous Ching getting ready @ 6+am~ so sweet, isnt my ger ger lovely~

The 姐妹 promise.. it will be a 'peaceful' 搶妻行動... and the bride agrees too..

"只許成功﹗Uush~"

The 兄弟 aka 'bouncers' hiak~ hiak~ hiak~

Sporting 兄弟s 闖: 酸﹐甜﹐ 苦﹐ 辣
Finally... after accomplishing all the tasks.. Up close to the bride...

The kiss...

The lovely couple with their Couper Wedding Car!

姐妹們@ Hort Park (photo taking)
The posers... Waiting to see the 五連拍 pic...

Who's the next? Who's the next??!!

Ching in her kua outfit - tea ceremony @ Jurong
Tt's demure Fang & Her 黑社會老大 hubby and... Drey!

The hip hop ah-no-neh couple: Masters of Ceremony

Ching in her evening gown, popping champaign

*More pic found in facebook - eugene & audrey photos!

Dearest Ger Ger & Boon: Wishing you both a blissful ever-after and hopefully come back w a made-in-swiss baby boon =D

random tots...

As our lives get more inter-twined, conflicts bound to increase. And!!! moo moo has her own moo moo life n hyper-active behaviour while bear bear has another set of bearish principles and hibernating habits. So in order to lead a blissful life (happily ever after... for a lifetime of about 50-60 years...) bear and moo must assimilate into a (balanced) bear-moo life in order to live in peace and harmony =D

We are in it tog.. and our little steps to nest building may be tough.. but we see it conceptualising day-by-day and its our house filled with urs n my deep love~ \(^-^)/

p.s. thanxie papa mama for driving us ard today to move the items over! muacks~

on a darker note... the kids are still writing rubbish! Note: never mark any of ur kids' assignments at 1am late at nite.. u will be too traumatised to koonz soundly.. bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ but i have to... coz i think i cant fin my marking... on time... baaahhhhhhh~