Volcano Explode!!! (Poor bear.. sorrie)

I must learn to say NO.

I must learn to live life for myself (and Mr Ang) and NOT always for others.

I must learn to be firm about my own beliefs and priorities when I feel it is right and even if I am the minority.

I know I am a soft person. That makes it my strength and my weakness. Of coz I know.. Trying to be nice and accomodating to please everyone. But I always feel so obliged to do this for this fren to do that coz he/she is my fren or closed one.. Why am I doing these to myself??? Everything becomes so blur now when 'status' have changed... so hard to draw a line. I am tired.

It is a series of events that escalate my vented up frustration and disgust. 1) unspoken ridiculous expectations. 2) immediate flexible response. 3) ignorant ple 4) double standard.

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Heeee

Currently watching this HK drama.. not badz quite entertaining =) and its only 20 episodes, should be able to finish it by end of the mth! Got my favourite 'jiaxiong' hee but i think he getting old liao.. boooooo~

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Oh well, how great can my holidays be.. hubb on course frm mon-thurs.. my cca duty whole of fri and sat! Kept myself occupied with marking, preparing for tutorials.. so stressful to have 5 classes and making sure they are all on pace coz there are sooooooooo many holidays that falls on Friday next term !!!

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Guess its impt to have something to do, else time really crawls.. and i fully understand how my ah pa ah bu are feeling.. so bored @ home with nothing to do!...

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had a good rest this hoLs, so fast its already thurs! Looking forward to June hols?? kekeke~

To my dear fren, Jiayou! =)

Eh sounds a bit cheesy but i tot v cute but classic song (cantonese tho).. 红日by 李克勤,谭咏麟 cant seem to upload the mtv video tho... but just enjoy the lyrics ba! =D


命运就算颠沛流离
命运就算曲折离奇
命运就算恐吓着你做人没趣味
别流泪心酸更不应舍弃
我愿能一生永远陪伴你

一生之中兜兜转转哪会看清楚
彷徨时我也试过独坐一角象是没协助
在某年那幼小的我
跌倒过几多几多落泪在雨夜滂沱

一生之中弯弯曲曲我也要走过
从何时有你有你伴我给我热烈的拍和
像红日之火燃点真的我
结伴行千山也定能踏过

让晚风轻轻吹过
伴送着清幽花香像是在祝福你我
让晚星轻轻闪过
闪出你每个希冀如浪花
快要沾湿我
哦.......

random post...

I think i shd rest my eyes! Been surfing the net since 7 till now... and i think i m addicted to the Net or rather.. its the missing-my-lappie for months symptoms... I discover alot of things in facebook (oh man i m so ulu) i am like a peeping tom blantantly reading other ple's blog and finding pleasure in invading others' not-so-private life... it's not healthy... it's not right!

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i still wanna watch my hk drama.. did some work today, will continue more tmr... played cooking mama in the morn for half hr when hubbie is not ard, otherwise he will laugh @ me for playing such brainless bimbotic game bleahz

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i am wide awake now.. coz i woke @ 10am and pampered myself to a nap @ 3pm! I think i be nocturnal owl for the nite! roarRRRRRRRRR

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There are 101 things that i want to do... but after i clear 1, it seems like there is another 10 more coming up boo~ okie, tmr i shall learn some aerobics and cook chawanmushi for hubby! hee~

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at least, i am happie that todae, i can wake up to just me, myself and I time alone... on the new lappie and start surfing net, doing what i want to do... for the past 3 months or so, its always wake up, prepare breakfast or do housework.. todae, i had the luxury of doing work at desk, no need worry bout meals or housework or quality hubby time! Gulp~ coz hubby was on course and papa mama came over to 'sit sit'

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I am looking forward to april... when hubby goes reservist (opps...) when dad n mum will stay over for a few days, when i can be their spoilt little girl once again... and laze ard... =P

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kk shall rest my eyes for a while.. and ltr continue w my drama spreee tataz~